GOD. WHYYY. FOR THE PAST 2 DAYS. LIFE HAS BEEN SO UNEXPECTINGLY wonderful :( EASTWOOD TILL MORNING, MAU’S DEBUT BUT as expected LIFE won’t let me have fun for that long.

Can’t believe you said that.

I can’t believe you judged me just because I tell you everything.

And when you know that I only trust a few people, you just have to ruin everything for me.

I don’t understand why you think that my friendship with you doesn’t matter when I make extra effort to be bond with you. I even introduced you to all of my friends to keep us tight, to keep us from drifting apart.

Then you just had to say that you don’t give a shit about what I say. That you were tired, hungry and bored. That you didn’t care that you leave me alone.

You know I can’t take eating alone. You know how much I fear being left behind and set aside. You know how much insecure and paranoid I AM.

SO WHY MAN WHY? Why do you have to be so cold to me? I took care of you naman ah. You said so yourself that I am the only person who has ever taken of you. Now why are you shattering my shattered heart?

I can’t take it.